Stone

Parting

God I'm tired, I'm tired of responsibility, of being the only one. Of juggling bills, of working, every day is the same, wake up, work, sleep...fuck it all to hell ... Fake being happy, fake coping, fake life...at 14 we ran away, at 20 we talked of faking our own death, even then we wanted to escape, new starts, geographical ... running from ourselves...

Where is my little wolf pack, my out casts .... all but two are dead ...me and another

I met my husband at 14

whats it all for ...

I wait for the child to leave

That's all life is ... a succession of partings, some torn from you, others run, some outgrow you, some slowly drift I think thats the saddest.

Do you think you are secure, pull that blanket of smugness around you, we are all only dependent on ourselves ...

divorce, cancer, death do you think you are immune, we are born alone and die alone ...

vampire

Pssssstttt....

Post Secret

Hi From Jess

My first post, and while not all that awe inspiring will give me a record of why im here. Ive been reading others for a while and met Abbey on her self harm site and followed her blogs since then. Due to studying I didnt think I had the time to commit to a blog but then Abbey pointed out that its my space. so I can write when I like and it is also a place for me to 'meet' others, if people click to what is me thats brilliant but if they move on thats ok too... the internet world has enough space for us all.

So Hi! to all the people and friends I have yet to meet... The Minx